WILL MISS U EVERYDAY OF MY LIFE. MAY U REST IN PEACE AND GET HEAVEN , INSHA ALLAH , AMEEN. my promise will remain for u as a promise. i still cant believe it. wish i could have been there tedyy..:(:(wish i cud have held ur hand and eased ur pain.. wish i cud have taken away all those tears and all that pain.. wish i could have.. im sorry we couldnt have the life u wanted. im sorry i couldnt be there by urside in ur last moments. but yes. when i have kids i will name them enjaal and ajmal. i will live our dream and in every moment of it, i will remember u and pray to meet u again. teddy, i miss u so much. where ever u r., i hope ur happy and in peace. insha allah. my prayers are always with u. ur memories will always live.

A RAY OF SUNSHINE

I saw you from a distance,
And I liked what my eyes did see,
But not sure if we were meant to be,
Still I made my way just to see,
If I could find out that you were the one for me,
I smiled and said, "Hello!" and you did just the same,

What a pleasure you showed to me,
But little did I know as we talked along,
My heart opened to you and went on to sing a song,
You made me smile and you made me laugh,
I found you so special in many ways..

You brought a ray of sunshine to my life,
And I smiled from ear to ear,
Thinking of you is what I do each day,
To savour the special moments in every way..

Where have you been all my life?
Without you, my baby, I just can't survive,
Such is a wonderful person you will ever be,
Forever my love, you are so sweet to me..

BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME..

For all those times you stood by me

For all the truth that you made me see

For all the joy you brought to my life

For all the wrong that you made right

For every dream you made come true

For all the love I found in you

I'll be forever thankful baby

You're the one who held me up

Never let me fall

You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me ..

You gave me wings and made me fly

You touched my hand I could touch the sky

I lost my faith, you gave it back to me

You said no star was out of reach

You stood by me and I stood tall

I had your love I had it all

I'm grateful for each day you gave me

Maybe I don't know that much

But I know this much is true

I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am Because you loved me ..

You were always there for me

The tender wind that carried me

A light in the dark shining your love into my life

You've been my inspiration

Through the lies you were the truth

My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak

You were my voice when I couldn't speak

You were my eyes when I couldn't see

You saw the best there was in me

Lifted me up when I couldn't reach

You gave me faith 'coz you believed

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me ..

I'm everything I am

Because you loved me ..

happy anniversary!! mmmmmmuwah, lov u :)

Everything i do, i do it for YOU...

Look into my eyes,
you will see, What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul,
And when you find me there ,
you'll search no more ,
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for ,
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for ,
You know it's true ,
Everything I do - I do it for you ..

Look into your heart - you will find ,
There's nothin' there to hide ,
Take me as I am - take my life,
I would give it all - I would sacrifice,
Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it -
there's nothin' I want more,
Ya know it's true ,
Everything I do - I do it for you ..

There's no love - like your love ,
And no other - could give more love ,
There's nowhere - unless you're there,
All the time - all the way
Oh - you can't tell me
it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it -
there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you -
I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you -
ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you...

oh, when u kiss me,i know u miss me, and when ur with me the world just goes away...
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i will be the sunlight it ur universe, u will think that my love was really something good, baby if i could change the world...
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ur my baibee, ur my one and only, loddy do down down... :D

For my lovely Love Angel Shifa

You and your wonders...

A hungry craving that keeps crawling into my very depths,

Creating an alien anxiety flowing with helpless cries of impatience,

Cutting sharp through every space existent ,

like an invisible blanket that engulfs my senses,

a shadowy fragrance thats keeps enclosing me,

an aura of insanity which keeps firming its grip...

even the doves envy its magical hands,

the way it keeps on exciting your pulse,

the way it can paint pictures of wonder,

the way it can make a person fly,

an animal speak, a tear smile..

what does 'it' mean for me?

It just simply means you and your love

which creates my world and marvels the witnesser

It just simply means your smile and your touch

Which completes my being and explores my senses...

I love you, for the way you make me feel all these at once..

yet this is just only one way, in which i count your wonders...